The shadows danced on the walls of the small cave as Emma
leaned against the stones, eyes closed and heart searching for answers. The
group had long since left, but she had requested to remain alone, in a cave
where persecuted Christians had once come to worship in secret.
Sing.
It was here in this silent darkness that Emma felt she could
truly hear the voice of God, and this moment, He was telling her to sing.
Emma opened her eyes slowly, feeling His presence deep
within her, and wanting nothing more than to answer His call.
But as she took a breath to begin her song, she hesitated,
feeling a lump in her throat that seemed like it was suffocating her; keeping
her from making any sound.
When she finally emerged from the cave, she met with her
Incarnate discipleship group, tears filling her eyes as she began to weep.
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| Incarnate students gather in a cave where persecuted Christians worshipped in secret during the Middle Ages. |
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Originally born in Zimbabwe, Emma had lived in New Zealand
for the majority of her life. Now, as a 20-year-old student, she had flown
halfway around the world to spend time in Italy at Incarnate 2014.
However, the past few weeks at Incarnate had not been easy.
Not only was she painfully shy, but she wasn't engaging, completing any
projects, or even asking for help despite the staff's tireless efforts.
Perhaps most concerning was Emma's difficulty with the major
project of creating artwork for a local festival. In fact, she was struggling
so much that Incarnate team contemplated sending her home.
It was during one last effort by Incarnate leader, Bill
Drake, that he presented Emma with a halfway finished song. Little did he know
the impact that the words would have in Emma's broken life.
Standing here in the
darkness, I want to see you, I want to see you.
Standing here in the
silence, I want to hear you, I want to hear you.
The lyrics resonated with Emma in a way that nothing else
had seemed to. Not only did they describe her experience in the cave, but they
also reflected her heart's deepest desire to truly understand God's purpose for
her future.
As she completed the song and performed it in the studio,
the team watched with complete amazement at the transformation that had taken
place in Emma's heart.
When her time at Incarnate finally drew to a close, she was
reluctant to return home to New Zealand. While she is still unsure about her
future, the three months spent in Italy sparked a desire to join OM Arts or be
involved in music in some capacity.
As she seeks to follow God's plan, the Incarnate team
continues to pray for clarity, guidance, and the ability to process everything
that she learned at Incarnate. Through the struggles, fears, and even
heartache, Emma had the opportunity to experience things that she could have
never imagined.
While she may not completely understand her next steps,
there is no doubt that God can use her in amazing ways if she continues to
trust and follow Him.
Watch the Incarnate 2014 video: Your Voice

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